My Life Will Totally No Happiness Without You~

你已经知道了～我是怎样的人....我也知道你不能接受我...
应为你不是！
我真的不想你就这样离开我的视线～
我想你在我身边陪着我....
但～我想，这件事已经没有可能会发生....
因为自从那天你来却没有找我我就知道了
没关系～我习惯一个人了～应为我总是一个人
现在你也不要我了～我看我只能活在Lonely的世界里
你开心就好～只要看到你开心我死也没关系

晚安...俊杰

This is JJ-Alwyn,
~Signing OFf~
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SAD? or HAPPY?

Feb,07,2010
Holidays for Chinese New Year END now~
Gerald have to go back to sch....
we will meet again after some time...
but i duno how long i will be waiting to see him again~
and somehow...i am sad becz he is happy ....
not long ago...he rejected me...
it totally cut deep into my heart....
i cryed
i drunked myself
i feel lonely.....
but as he is happy with wat he say..."下次能不能不要这样:-)...像以前这样可以吗？"
i will do wat he says....although my tear drops...but i think is good becz
my sadness is his happiness....

i really hope 1day u can accept who am i.....

The 1st time i kissed u is on 21/12/2010
when i kissed u...my mind are blank....
i nvr think of something.....
i duno u r or not...
but i am.....

i nvr think of anything.....i just wan u to
stay by my side....although i know i cant be forever...but
at least we tried....

i knw we 2 are impossible...
but i really really need you to be by my side...



This Is Alwin.JJ,
Singing Off.

蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 才学会飞行
hu die ca ji ci yan jing cai xue hui fei xing
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
ye kong sa man le xing xing dan ji ke hui luo di

我飞行 当你坠落之际
wo fei xing dang ni zhui luo zhi ji
很靠近 还听见呼吸
hen kao jing hai ting jian hu xi
对不起 我却没捉紧你
dui bu qi wo que mei zhua jing ni

你不知道我为什么离开你
ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni
我解释不能说放任你哭泣
wo jie shi bu neng shuo fang ren ni ku qi

你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地
ni de lei di xiang qin peng da yu sui luo man di
在心里惊醒
zai xin li jing xing

你不知道我为什么很下心
ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me hen xia xin
可现在你看不见的高空里
ke xian zai ni kan bu jian de gao kong li
多的是 你不知道的事
duo de shi ni bu zhi dao de shi

蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 才学会飞行
hu die ca ji ci yan jing cai xue hui fei xing
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
ye kong sa man le xing xing dan ji ke hui luo di

我飞行 当你坠落之际
wo fei xing dang ni zhui luo zhi ji
很靠近 还听见呼吸
hen kao jing hai ting jian hu xi
对不起 我却没捉紧你
dui bu qi wo que mei zhua jing ni

你不知道我为什么离开你
ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni
我解释不能说放任你哭泣
wo jie shi bu neng shuo fang ren ni ku qi

你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地
ni de lei di xiang qing peng da yu sui luo man di
在心里惊醒
zai xin li jing xing

你不知道我为什么很下心
ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me hen xia xin
可现在你看不见的高空里
ke xian zai ni kan bu jian de gao kong li
多得是 你不知道的事
duo de shi ni bu zhi dao de shi

我飞行 当你坠落之际
wo fei xing dang ni zhui luo zhi ji
噢噢~
o o ~~
你不知道我为什么离开你
ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni
我解释不能说放任你哭泣
wo jie shi bu neng shuo fang ren ni ku qi

你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地
ni de lei di xiang qing peng da yu sui luo man di
在心里惊醒
zai xin li jing xing

你不知道我为什么很下心
ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me hen xia xin
可现在你看不见的高空里
ke xian zai ni kan bu jian de gao kong li
多的是 你不知道的事
duo de shi ni bu zhi dao de shi

@我的心情就像这首歌@

Jie Qi man le huan xiao
Tai bu shi he Yan lei cou re nao
Kuai pao Kuai xun zhao Wu ren de zhuan jiao
Bu you ya shi hou Yi ge ren zui hao

Ai Shuo tui jiu tui chao
Wo song kai shou Hui yi que mei fang diao
Wei lai Bu lai liao Di qiu Ji xu rao
Duo hui wen nuan de meng Wo yi ge ren jiu hao

Wei shen me Yue xiang xin shei neng yi kao
Yue huan lai You yi ci ling hun ji liao
You mei you yong yuan Zai bu hui rang xin jue wang de jie yao
Ru guo shuo Yue ta chu shi jie yi jiao
Yue bu neng Bao liu zhu tian zhen wei xiao
Na cong jin yi hou Wo yi ge ren guo Jiu hen hao

Xin Hen ping jing de tiao
Zhi shi ji mo Qian fu xiang hai xiao
Tu ran mou yi miao Tou xi wo yan jiao
Yan lei zi ji cha diao Wo yi ge ren hen hao

Wei shen me Yue xiang xin shei neng yi kao
Yue huan lai You yi ci ling hun ji liao
You mei you yong yuan Zai bu hui rang xin jue wang de jie yao
Ru guo shuo Yue ta chu shi jie yi jiao
Yue bu neng Bao liu zhu tian zhen wei xiao
Na cong jin yi hou Wo yi ge ren guo Jiu hen hao

一个人就好
作词/作曲：徐旻铃 编曲：郑楠
演唱：刘力扬

街 挤满了欢笑
太不适合 眼泪凑热闹
快跑 快寻找 无人的转角
不优雅时候 一个人最好
爱 说退就退潮
我松开手 回忆却没放掉
未来 不来了 地球 继续绕
躲回温暖的梦 我一个人就好

为什麽 越相信谁能依靠
越换来 又一次灵魂寂寥
有没有永远 再不会让心绝望的解药
如果说 越踏出世界一脚
越不能 保留住天真微笑
那从今以后 我一个人过 就很好
心 很平静地跳
只是寂寞 潜伏像海啸
突然某一秒 偷袭我眼角
眼泪自己擦掉 我一个人很好
一个人就好

08 nov 2010 (11.14pm) i listen a song that i use to listen when im in PLKN

that remind me many things during those days~

miss my PLKN friend very much as well as teachers too~ how are u now~

may god bless u....i wish someday we can eat cup noodle again in a group ^^ so happy haha

miss u all

Singing Off,

AlwinJJ

12.03am-11/8/2010

i get so emotional when bro going back Tangkak and i duno y...

duno how long can meet again~

Btw...i've met new a buddy who live in KL.Puchong ^^

(...)really quite interesting person xD funny all the time

although we just knw each other just few days but it seems like we knw each other long time ago ...

im glad to hav a buddy like this....thx (...)

oh ya.~ u can find me anytime when u feel bored or u need some1 to talk with xD

i will always available for u

Singing Off,

AlwinJJ

>> Handsome JJ.Goh limited edition~

any girl wan grab my dear photo? xD

Suddenly Remind back a recording file~ that some1 says is limited edition....

when PLKN~ i lost my phone~ and that limited edition file gone 4ever~

when i knw my phone got stolen...i try very hard to find it back~

till KJ a.k.a ketua jurulatih also help me~ but get nth~

someday or somehow if i knw who stole my phone~

he'll deserve for my tight slap and then i'll let him knw how's the feel for losing something

that important to him/her.

Singing Off,

AlwinJJ.

This Msg Mayb u seen Somewhere Else~ but i need to do correction for myself

Im always happy but never lucky at all=[

Correction: Im always Lucky but never Happy at all=]

but for you~ Stay Happy + Healthy and u will be LUCKY~

Singing Off,

AlwinJJ

Yesterday~Sunday 30.10.2010 tidy/cleaning guest room ~

nth special~

and 2day 1.11.2010(3.24pm) Just Back home from lunch with friends at "Witchery"

cz no water~~~~ night still gonna go music class~ tired @.@

nth special for 2day ^^

This Is AlwinJJ,

Singing Out.

Haihz~ I Hate PLT life >.<

now every sat need go class again~

BORED~! some1 save me !

The Class Are Bored! most of the Lecture = Ca-le-fair

knw teach de a few onli... the problem is! knw teach de 8-12pm onli ==

duno teach de....8-4.30pm !!

i don wan suffer PLT=Waste My Time !

This Is AlwinJJ,

Singing Out.

28 oct 2010 (12:08am)

Just reach Home From watcHinG MovIe :Reign Of Assassins

Woot^^ Nice Movie...Good Night alL

This is AlwinJJ,

Singing Out.

2010 oct 27 (12:23am)

Sleepy~ nth to do

Suddenly Remind me of 1 people who are always good with me last time~

i knw u knw who i refer to...

acctually i just hope u can company me~ always....chat and hanging out 2gether

everything u share with me~ i nvr tell other b4.

but since last time~ we become less contact....i don like that to be happen~ and i kip trying to make u happy so i didn't sms u~ but sometime when i bored i really hope i can find u~

i hope we can be good as b4 again....

This is AlwinJJ,

Singing Out.

13/Oct/2010 9:45pm~

go movie: Detective Dee with Jx ~

so Happy ^.^

Although we still need sometime~

but~ i bet this is the new START ^^

~GAMBATTAY~

Yawnz~Tired 2day Whole Day Do The Same Thing At Sch~

take out 2 screw driver -+ and screw the CPU from 8am-4.10pm =.="

Birthday Coming Soon~

I Hope CM.Tew Will Wish Me Happy Birthday~

Actually Not Only Him ~ Still Many More....But

I Write CM.Tew Is Because I Don't Want Suddenly Lose A

Friend/Brother or Whatever You Think I Am

When u saw this...i just wan to say...

"I just wan to be your friend or even close"

Santa Claus....i want to make a christmas wish from you...
i wish my brother will treat me good...i wish i can also treat my brother good
i wish we wont get apart. i wish we'll be together forever, i wish you can fulfill my wish ^^

It's hard to know, your just my brother,
I wonder if this will ever end,
I long to hold you the way I used to,
And prove to you my love is so true,
It wasn't long ago, yet feels like forever.

If you Have reason for loving someone,
Then you are using your mind,
but if u love someone for no reason,
then u are using ur heart,
and that iz true love..that'z me...love ya ^^ bro...

If loving U is wrong,

then den I dont wanna to b rite.

My love 4 u iz strong & brighter than any lite.

the way we must go is long, bt we'll win every fight

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after december 2009 then i cant write here in 3month ler....
sienz arh~~!!! eh ming ah...im so curious leh... im curious about if i call u "di" wat is ur reaction ^^ i know i paiseh...and u also...wo we 2 never got chance to say that...

if i dare enough...i hope really can go temple or church to make us faithfuly "jie bai" become sibling...

crazy scene =.=" that suddenly pop out my mind

haha (hey TPT don think so much...is impossible for you)
TPT : WTF u saying...is becz of u make me like this!
Unknow: me? now u blame me? WTH im helping u so long...now becz of this u blame me?
TPT : u?! haha u help me wat?? u just help me make all my godbrother leave!!!
Unknow: did i? haha that's good! now all leave...u can concentrade with this boy!
TPT : F**ker don call him like ur people...he's just my brother!
Unknow: if nt me u and him can till now?
TPT : u? i duno wat u talking about ! u just a part of me! wat u cant help with that!?
Unknow: hah! u wrong...im helping u alot...! im the 1 who gv u this courage to face him!
TPT : u? hey! im controlling myself nt u!!
Unknow: well well well...you better watch out ;-@


i really duno who is him...my mind...i always talking with myself....just like a conversation above
im nt lying...

I Get So Imotional When U Not Around Me

I Think The Imotion Is Happiness...

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There's no other love like the love for a brother.

There's no other love like the love from a brother.

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Siblings are the people we practice on, the people who teach us about fairness and cooperation and kindness and caring - quite often the hard way.

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